Nice that you are interested in how that works, such a delusion…
Of course I then use Enigma, which I focus on for a while;
You now know that I feel personally addressed with certain lyrics and part of that is megalomania; First of all, you have “principles of lust” being sung in it; "the principles of lust are burned in your mind, do what you want, do it until you find love". Now I think that those principles are an example (duh) and that also in my intuition is what is right and wrong, as a kind of inheritance from previous generations that me (and any other) is given at birth, only affects the environment so that… (mea culpa; meaning “it's my fault”) ...that they are slightly modified as my life goes on, do some I somewhat want to, so allow me, but then I will have to somehow return to what I already felt about e.g. good and evil in order to find the relevant one, in my eyes a form of universal consensus… (to be found so to everyone) …if I close the influence and start reasoning back and then just listen to that 'voice'...
You also have the text; "take me back to the rivers of beliefs, my friend", you will of course understand that I feel addressed in that sense, in the sense that I have to show people a way to use the subject of the previous paragraph, for example, to return. Fortunately, I am sober enough to resist this megalomania because I recognize it as such. But still I made my archive to give in somewhat to that…
Then they came up with “beyond the invisible” in it they literally sang; "yes it's true, I’m in you and you're in me", then it was crystal clear to me that my thoughts are their thoughts and vice versa. The more I feel attracted by their lyrics. (Btw Enigma also refers to a coding device) Well I extend that all to other artists and then they come up with the stories around 2 Pac, etc. Or the text of Kosheen with “catch” in which the antichrist has to take his place in history and now it's our turn…
Now back to enigma
They also made a caption on the third CD of the four, which means to me; that in order to achieve prior, everything has already been said and in it I will have to find a method to make it real, because things are changing although nothing changes and nobody will be able to tell me anything new, only things that I actually already knew… (That kind of hereditary knowledge, under astrological influence in my opinion)… Obviously I involve my delusions on the step for me to realize that, but that's my delusion… Personally I prefer delusion with dreams then living' joy with “don't stop moving'” has, among other things, the usefulness of mastering.
It's all funny...
Yet there is a catch, because of cohesive thoughts, among other things, I have declared an insecurity about myself for the unknown in the sense that I will not use The Holy Spirit to ask God for forgiveness because I am like; it has already done enough for humanity… and just has to find a way with what I'm doing wrong, have done something in return or exclude it and thereby bear my own burden so that I feel I place myself under his justice… and actually also let me know that I trust in the judgment!…
Thank you for your interest…
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